Did You Miss Me?
Hello everyone,
It's been some time since my last post—nearly three months, in fact. During this time, I've neglected several personal commitments, like regular workouts and self-care. I'd like to claim everything has been fantastic, but honesty is crucial in this space, which I've designed to be open and safe for all.
Parenting involves a never-ending list of responsibilities and challenges. It's like the lady with the list on TikTok (you know if you know). Yet, it's more than just ticking boxes; it's about handling our unique emotions, setting boundaries, and navigating the diverse approaches to raising children. The common thread among all parents is likely taking things one day at a time. Parenting is no small feat, and it deserves to be approached with respect and care. I believe life doesn't give us more than we can manage, though, admittedly, there are days that really test this belief. Juggling tantrums, sleepless nights, and a full-time job can be overwhelming.
Big L has been attending daycare since November, and the constant exposure to germs has been a struggle. She's been battling illnesses back-to-back for the last six months—everything from ear infections to RSV, COVID, and the flu. Sometimes, I find myself questioning the point of daycare when she seems to be home more than there. It's tough to see your child sick so often, particularly when they're too young to understand your attempts to help them.
Despite the challenges, I want to shift focus and highlight the positive elements that enrich my life.
Our delightful Little L is nearly ten months old now. Time has flown by so quickly; it feels like just yesterday that she was born, and now she's only two months shy of her first birthday.
Big L will be starting preschool in just a few months. It's hard to believe how quickly she's grown—from a babbling baby to a talkative two-year-old who recently scolded me for taking too long to change her sister's diaper. Her exact words were, "Mommy, what are you doing? Get in the car now." It seems she's taking after me more than I realized, and I'm both amused and excited to see her growing personality.
I'm grateful for a job that provides the flexibility needed to manage these parenting challenges. A supportive workplace is essential, especially during times like recently when Big L was hospitalized. Fortunately, she's okay now, but not everyone has the ability to step away from work obligations to focus on their family.
We’re moving, although I won’t say where and when, I do think this move will be good for us. The girls need more space to flourish and I’m hoping this new home provides just that.
As I gradually find my rhythm with blogging again, I ask for your patience. I've missed writing and connecting with friends, family, and all of you. I'm hopeful that I'll be able to devote more attention to this cherished outlet very soon.
Thank you all for being part of this journey and for your understanding and support as I navigate the complexities of motherhood. I promise I’ll write again soon.
Xo.
